Ya know, i’m starting to hate this year a little bit off. Things aren’t going well this year, not today but really it is this year! My great-grandmother just died a week ago and i feel a bit down for an hour, that death is the answer how it got me confused like why is my mom’s facebook profile a little bit different and saw the page and a picture of them holding my great-grandmother’s hand. But what makes this a little down? Well, Unity is gonna be in HUGE trouble, some install fee crap. Some voice actors like who voiced Harley Quinn just died, even the price is right host and the guy who sang the All Star, rest in peace dude, you we’re an all star. But me being down because of death? Well i’ve seen worse, but what’s worse is cancel culture and twitter becoming an X.
Then AI being popular as hell but if it gets much smarter and smarter and some work, we might lose our jobs in the future. Despite all the things i got an opportunity or to do something good, all goods just get ruined. Like how my favorite game Mutant Mudds and its creator is like being attacked by some backers when he run his own kickstarter for the game, but some backers just wanted to cancel the person BECAUSE they think he is just stealing some money. And i am afraid of stupidity too, and some kids are just kids, but i hate it everytime i say an opinion some kids would start crying and whining and crapping their pants all because i said some nice opinion. AND last year, i was playing some game in roblox about creating your own obby aka obstacle course, some kid wanted me to build something cuz i’ve got a lot of cool builds and i all see is just a bunch of super mario knockoffs, i’ve said no then he started a tantrum, i was playing with my friend then and started roasting the brat.
But i’m thank my parents and they seem to understand what was happening, my dad knew that people are getting stupid, he teaches me about some stuff like how to end an argument smoothly and stuff. This all feels like a Deviantart journal, isn’t it? But what’s not life changing to me is like making a bunch of fanarts, voice acting for their show or my own show and even learning stuff in school. Well, i may be a Filipino but some kids are there are just kids, like immature, they just drew a bunch of penises in walls and literally flip a finger at my face for no reason or literally calling me an N-word BUT i’m not really that dark. What about lazy parenting? That makes me angry the most, some parents would just let kids watch stuff and do nothing about it.
And i’m losing some ideas to draw, just like the whole Calvin and Hobbes gag, all i have to do is put a block on my desk or block the ipad’s screen and literally do nothing about it or you can’t draw something else. I’ve ever wanted to do a request to a bunch but i don’t need no money, never had an account, till my mom let me. Hmm, that’s just a bunch of TLDR’s but i don’t care.